Upside Down.

I'm pretty sure my life just turned upside down.

Well as far as i know that is.

Today i got the worst news i could hear

right now, Cody told me he has an

opportunity to be stationed in either

Germany or Italy, and the best part of

the whole situation is, he will be gone

for two years :(  

So he will come home after his deployment

and be home for a month then turn around

and leave again for two whole years. 

I don't know how to feel about the situation.

I want to be supportive, but then again whats

going to happen to us, and our future if their

is one. I know everything happens for a reason

but i cant find the reason behind this one quite yet.

 I just pray that he does the right thing, i know he 

will, but i hope he thinks long and hard about it.