Half of my heart....

.....is about to deploy.

Yah so this whole deployment thing has been starting to hit me. 

i knew it was coming, but now its like here. Cody leaves in

exactly 66 days from today. I remember the last time i checked

it was in the hundreds and now this. So lately ive been down

and upset. and i dont really know how to deal with this

whole situation yet. I do not understand how some people

do this several different times. I mean i went through this

whole deployment thing with my brother and that was even

longer than what codys going to be gone for. And that went

by quick, so hopefully the same will happen with this one. 

Some people ask me when im down if everythings okay 

and i just happily tell them yes, even though no its not 

okay i mean who would be perfectly fine if the one

they loved was going over seas to a war! and if there is

someone i need to meet with them and get some

words of advice to help me out through this whole thing!

so while ive been down and depressed thinking about

this whole thing right now ive decided to look 

up some quotes dealing with seperating and deployment...

A part of you has grown in me.  And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in heart.  ~Author Unknown

Can miles truly separate you from friends.... If you want to be with someone you love, aren't you already there?  ~Richard Bach

I will hold him in my heart until he can hold me in his arms

To truly love something, you must first give it a chance to fail. If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever. Distance is pure proof of this, and forever we will love if we survive.

Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, you are one day closer to the next time you will.

We are the perfect couple, we're just not in the perfect situation

We Will Survive!

♥ HC ♥